LARRY - my book really did motivate me. the next month or so is going to be difficult, but that isn't gonna stop me from becoming better.

for my assignments and exams, i'm going to work hard for it. i'll do up everything by next week, but i will hand up ECOM's due homework today. rush this shit for a week or two, and i can go to pahang guilt free. its not so much about being top dog now; its about being content with myself, and in the process, be a more significant player in class.

as for the dreaded 6th september, i will do my weights wholeheartedly, pushing if necessary, to build more. i will go to that stupid great grandma dinner, and show that our little part of the family will not be trodden on by the supposedly higher classed one. representing our family there, i will want to impress them, and hopefully making them think twice about antagonizing my family. by the way asses, thanks for compelling me to do my exercises (=

man, i feel so much happier. i have motivation and drive to carry this plan out, and not being so avenger-like and negative.



whoopee, my mom got me more strawberries!