LARRY - lately has been just down for me; finding out that my efforts to do better had been in vain. how am i to prove that i'm better? what is it that i'm not doing right? everyone in the class had copied data and complete sentences from the lecturers' slides,and got a better fucking grade than me, while i thought of stuff and did my own reasoning for presentations and reports. does copying make better people? what ever happened to originality and individuality? i like being an individual - and i get marked down because i'm different?
maybe i had been off center for my topics, but give me credit for my originality. next time i shall follow closely to the motherfucking slides (like i haven't been doing,) and do better. that's is the only resolution i can make now.
video for ECOM went pretty fucked, and the bitch used the freshmen's video to outdo and humiliate us. watch out, you just might get the best video yet. no one pisses me off and gets away with it. fuck your stupid computer, i did my breadtalk proposition, and have deleted it, and now you tell me you do not have our report. get your fucking computer fixed. the stuff my classmates always sent to you never gets through.
i have something that's in me that needs to be let out. i don't actually think its pure rage, but something more complex even for me to understand myself. either way, fifteen minutes more, and weights it shall be.
maybe i will feel good after it.
