LARRY - damn, it seems negative for me. the truth of my grades plunging even lower than last semester's really gave me a kick in the arse. is this the true reality we are about to face in our working lives? if it is, i will have to adapt and learn.
no matter though, i will try harder still, and be better where it really matters. i really must learn from Jun Jie though, he's like the best report writer and his presentations are top notch, and no doubt, his powerpoint slides are the actual thing that hits you right in the face. kudos to you man. your work is just outstanding and impressive.
selfishness within the class is rearing its even uglier side of its face. there's no stopping now; we have all taken sides, and have had allies. mere wars it were and will have, over the most minute matters. i will stand my ground and judge who's right, and stick by them. but i will still support my TEAM LMGT mates.
we as the TEAM, have improved considerably. no longer being identified as slackmen, we pose a real challenge to those who held the throne of caliber for the last few semesters. but as for i, will be the one that will intrude into their territory and have a taste of achievement. it will be a though one.
a song that i got a few days ago really said it all -
Pushing hard each day
Keep our individuality
Elevate your mind
Strength within is what you need to find.
titled rebirth of the temple by silent civilian, and i just added into my iphone on the right so you can have a taste of it. pretty nice actually, but i'm not so sure how it has any link to being strong from within, and preserving one's ingenuity. but what i think is that it is to tear down the ropes of trends and how it is in society that binds everyone tightly and firmly, and to set a new place of worship that makes it word of law to be unique and special. lovely. in this sense, i believe it was targeted at christanity. don't quite like it myself. (=
i know i'm a tad stressed for the exams, when i find myself indulging in mountains of food. reminds me of o level days! pretty sweet back then. either way, i can't wait for what lies ahead for us during the long holiday. experience of the pahang trip, the uncertain probability of working at PSEA, outings with TEAM LMGT.
feeling far thought gone, was merely suppressed, and when it returned, it was ephemeral.
lasting only briefly, it seemed to have dissipated even further.
who knows when it will be back, but taking chances will not help.
gosh, its gonna be nothing else but absolute fun, as well as a journey of constant learning of life that lies far ahead. i love this cursed lives we all lead. ((=
