LARRY -its telling me something. What do i really want? My feelings for have diminished significantly. So why am i having such dreams, and the adverse reactions to it?

For the past two days, my dreams were mainly focused on us both, but the former was that she ended up in a not so favorable state, while the other was what every couple would want - just being alone, together. And the weirdest thing is that these dreams occurred between seven to seven thirty. Cool huhs? Seems like my dream state is in that period of time.

Today's couple-y dream was pretty much how i look at our relationship, and it happened pretty much the way i had with my former one. Definitely my dream, alright. It seems i might have been desensitized towards fact that she is going for another person and is almost crazy about him. When she talks about him, it does not hurt, nor pisses me anymore. Nice!

Now i'm in class, and only less than half the class turned up. What do we expect - we are only here for two hours, and the lecturer talks to himself. I would have stayed at home, if it was peaceful back there. Am looking forward to SOE later, and we are going as the all singaporean blacks. Hope kevin will not shun us...(=