LARRY - [may the 1st] my notebook's gone down, so i haven't been updating for that past two days. it sucks to use the house computer to use, since the keyboard's too small for my fat fingers, and the computer is celebrating it's 5th birthday this year.

so what i wanted to do was to install the norton internet security suite on my notebook, but after installation and lo and behold, it cranked up. oh well, it's time for a visit to the service center anyways.

so what i did on thursday is that i played badminton in my three hour break, and it was great fun. then met up with fellow campmates and its off to gym! we eventually got our gymwerks applications registered and we were okay for the facility. it was state of the art, i tell you. you could hell watch TV and run at the same time. now that is motivating. now i understand why the gym users usually look down and jog on the treadmills and not stare blankly ahead.

sweet exercise machines they have there too, and that it actually felt good using them, albeit the weirdness about the motions of it. before that we had a brief jog on the track and i had my timing taken. it was a sad fourteen minutes. i better do more jogging in my spare time.

had dinner and we that was quite much the end of the day.

[may the 2nd]
LARRY - yesterday was a boring day, for i really just stayed at home and lazed around. the annoyance of my muscles aching felt great. this day i just ate a lot, and slept a lot. did practically nor achieved nothing, just that i tried to revive my notebook, but it seems i can only access it through safe mode. i can't even use half of my applications in there.

[may the 3rd]
LARRY - today i went for NP strings... Quite much sucked, but it wasnt for us year twos anyways. We were in camp mode and played gamea and stuff, and it was hell lot of fun. By three we were done and we headed to the alumni clubhouse, since the darn makan place had closed. Why close at 2.30 and not 3? Kinda weird, if you ask me. So there we were talking and had a bite or two, and off to home it was. I was expecting much more of today, but it was alright.

Went home and did weights, ate dinner and blogged this whole poat on my phone. Sweet shit it was, and it's so much more comfortable and faster then using the house computer. Ugh!

I didn't quite know what to feel, but just that i felt the high me was a little too much. Gotta contain my energy, and channel it somewhere where it requires it more.

I still am thinking so hard, but what for? I know what i want, but i do not know what is that that is holding me back. I shall end ot here tonight, ponser it over an hour of patapon and try to understand my strange head of mine.