LARRY - its the end of the day, and there's certain stuff that got me reflecting upon what i have done, and my laptop's outta service, so i will have to do this post on my phone again.

I felt that maybe i'm always too high. Its time to settle and study, i guess. After all, camps long over, friends and mates are always just around the corner, and i havent really been putting effort into my modules. I really need the GPA this semester to raise my average. So i have decided that i will go home earlier, but still go out for gym and the like.

Next is that i have to learn how to control my anger. Lingli had reminded me aboutthis at least twice before, i believe, and that i really do not want to be how i was back in my pre teen years. I know once i got the demonic emotion out, it would be extremely difficult to cage it back in. My resolution - to remain calm and be more patient. You know, the count to ten approach? I guess i shall try it out. I really, really, really do not want people to look at me and then think : dude, there's larry. He's the ass that gets upset pretty easily. Let's avoid him and not get into unnecessary trouble. Ugh! And there's my language. I should swear less and speak more gently. I'm sure everybody will like that.

And for the concluding one, its about limiting the dirty jokes and hand gestures. I know that the dirty jokes are of great impact and are of lots of amusement, but not everyone likes stuff that has to do with genitals. Besides, it would definitely put off most girls, and i certainly do not want that to happen. Either way, i shall just chill and relax and let others tell the jokes.

My feelings are flunctuating again. Ugh, it ain't no fun, i tell you. I realize i was just finding excuses.

I love the nike slogan - just do it.