LARRY - hate, fight, kill, conquer.



this is human life at its best. how true i begun to feel that it is.

LARRY - oh yea, i forgot to say that, i erected a tagboard again! and the comments for my posts, so do leave something on those places before you click on the close button (=

LARRY - just did a little thinking these few weeks, and it would seem i haven't improved much on myself. still snapping ever so frequently, it is a slow death for me. its such a bane, an annoyance, not being able to control my anger and emotions. it isn't easy for me to release all the negativity and ascension in a snap.

trying to understand my emotions to help control them isn't as easy as i thought, for the more caught up i am, the easier it is to lose my reasoning. i'm not sure what to do, but i have to get it down, so at least learn to extend my limits.



getting all fussed up for wusses is actually embarrassing, i feel.

LARRY - today was supposed to be a really productive and fun day, but people with self centered intentions got in my way.

first of all, what wrong was it, to go to the toilet during lesson time? if you are conducting a lecture for 2 fucking hours, you did expect people to get up when nature calls, no? maybe that's rude to you, but i don't see it that way. after all, water is essential.

the next thing was at the convention center. fuck you, skinny bitch. you want something from us, you talk politely to us. i can't take shit for instructions nor orders. big fuck if you are working on SDAR's committee. we have tried to abide by your unpleasant and incessant complains about us sitting on the aisles and chairs, bu where can my guys sit if not on the floor? what the hell are we looking at if those dancesport bitches are blocking our entire view? you don't give a piss about our situation, and i shall not give a fuck.

i tried to be nice. but everyone else just seem so naive and single-minded. now i stand by my views, my thoughts, and my decisions. anybody else in the way shall be swept away, cut asunder.

the good part of my day was that i know i have real friends that care for me and cheer me up. thanks guys. it is and still will be great, having you guys around. looking forward to tomorrow's GLOW event! ((=

LARRY - such hypocrisy. So much so, that even i myself have done it. I mean, why bother putting up a false and seemingly obvious front when in fact, everyone knows the truth?

Such is the way of just being mere friends.

LARRY - helluva things happened, came and went these past 2 months. hectic it was, but it was nothing short of fun. change is always present, and this week it remains the same.

changed my blogskin to a simpler and more, gentle, one. i like this one too, for its no frills, no nonsense navigation, making my blog more organized. i shall start this blog once again, to ensure my head doesn't go any more rusty (=

in any case, any body eying on the next generation iPhone, click on this for pics (=

is this it?
iPhone 4 Hands On


i am salivating already (=