LARRY - okay, time to revive the entries to my blog yea?

so what is happening lately that had me really shagged out is the math carnival. i have always wanted to try doing the very party-like style of an mc, but it would seem i need all the practice and evaluation i can get. sure, i can do the formal stuff alright, but this is the part that would and can bring me up somewhere.

so the first day of the carnival, it was rather bad actually. wasn't in the mood, and i could get my act cleaned up right. max had pinned high hopes on me, but i know i quite made him feel otherwise. either way, its for my experience, and from this, i would learn to be better.

the second day was a tad better, but ain't going anywhere far. its my turn to hog the mike and everything with sushan, but we still weren't quite up to it yet. the good thing is i feel more confident with the guys pressing me on.

and today, i was given the task to do the prize presentation ceremony for the math proficiency test, and i guess, if i had to rate myself, i would give a modest six out of ten. i couldn't do the start of the tension-building part quite as i wanted to, but the ending part with joanne seemed pretty okay to me. all i know from today, is that i gots to learn how to speak with more life in my words. (=
vivian's performance today with the light and mic, to everybody's surprise, was astounding. so damned natural, but it kinda scared even me a little with her aunty style. ((=

tomorrow is judgment day. literally. it will be time to prove that we are for the job; all that we have learnt and gone through for these past few days must be put into use by us. i want to stand out pretty much more, so i gots to try harder.