LARRY - just did a little thinking these few weeks, and it would seem i haven't improved much on myself. still snapping ever so frequently, it is a slow death for me. its such a bane, an annoyance, not being able to control my anger and emotions. it isn't easy for me to release all the negativity and ascension in a snap.

trying to understand my emotions to help control them isn't as easy as i thought, for the more caught up i am, the easier it is to lose my reasoning. i'm not sure what to do, but i have to get it down, so at least learn to extend my limits.



getting all fussed up for wusses is actually embarrassing, i feel.