LARRY: i have been meaning to get a new blog up, since my old one was kind of like the "trial" for a blog.
it has been so long since i had made a post, or even accessed any blog. my main reason for setting up a blog, is that i can still have those writing juices going on; i feel that ever since i started studying in NP my brain had sort of slowed down. this, i feel, would help kick start the soggy bit of whatever's left in my head.
secondly, is that i have a medium which i can use to use to help me calm down and collect my thoughts. recently i feel so messed up and fallen, and that it seems i am unable to do anything constructive to help clear things up.
but i know, shit i may feel, there are people who will be there for me.
anyways today has become another one of those days i spent lazing around and getting fat! i needed the sleep and stuff anyways, since we are going to have our FOC. speaking of it so, it is fact that only some of us are going to the FOP, and i am the lucky few to be in it. but what's a school function without your friends? people of the organzing committee, we would like everybody to be part of it, and for most of us, we were looking forward to having some freshmen to look after, as well as to disturb them.
heck, i should drop aiden i message telling him so. if we want something to happen, we should do something, right?
i would wish it was this easy when ineffiable emotions weren't in play. but i myself, am still unsure of my feelings. sometimes it gets on so strong, other times i would like to dismiss it.
either way, i am awaiting monday to see all again. fun, we shall all have!
Labels: first post, FOC
